uggghhhhh

Entry #1
Saturday, April 15th, 2017
9:20 pm

The weather was perfect today. It wasn’t too hot and the breeze was light. It was great and I was walking and I was listening to The Drum Chord Theory (by Matt Martians, this is a great album go listen to this album) and I was just feeling kind of good for once. I was feeling great and then I thought, wow wouldn’t it be great if I had someone to enjoy this weather with? And my train of thought immediately went to, wow you really out here with no friends. Like at all. Zero. So then that annoying thing happens where I’m feeling two completely opposite emotions at the same time. I feel like there’s a word for that but I can’t think of it right now. My emotions be trippin me the fuck up honestly. Like bruh I’m just tryna enjoy the weather and start on this project that I’m excited about and my mind decides to do this??? I mean, these thoughts are almost always in my head but I’m pretty good at pushin them to the back of my mind you know?

I just wanna watch something on netflix and call it a night. God, I can’t believe I have to wake up and start a whole nother day tmrw. Uggghhhhh.

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